The Eve

Today, I pen my final words in my blog, of this year I mean. There seems to be much that I need to tell everyone, but I just can't seem to figure what is it. I'll try my very best. What I'm going to do before stepping into the new year, is to forget the bad parts of the past, and to move on with the future. No turning back. Because looking back hurts us a lot, and slows us down too.

I can't say that 2006 has been a wonderful year for me. It could probably fall in the 'good' category instead of the 'marvelous' or 'stupendous' ones. It's not like nothing good did happen, in fact, I discovered something that has been imprison in my heart for so long. And that's good. I did make many mistakes, I did sinned, lied to people I cared for, and some other actions I can't possibly tell you now.

I want to say something to someone no one knows, someone who doesn't know about me too: Thank you for being my turning stone, for although I might not be able to feel the same way about you anymore, you have changed my life. For the better? Definitely! I want you to know, that when the time comes for the revelation, don't fret. We shall start anew.

Soon, people. Patience is a virtue.

Next, we shall move on to my New Year Resolutions, which I have never made before. Here is the sole one I have made:


And mind you, it isn't easy to do the above. I really hope everyone can help me do so, in any way. I wish to apologize to those who had cared for me although I was quite blind to see those pure actions in true colours. I also wish to thank those who had indeed been a true friend.

Now, I lay in wait for the moment of my rebirth, where I will forget everything from the past. I plan for those who are my dearest closest to be present at my rebirth. Who are they? You can be my dearest closest, if you choose to be. See you on the other side.