Taking Flowers to a Closed Door

Quote of the day: What they say is what they want you to believe in, what you believe in is what you want to become.

I was feeling in a rather good mood today, or at least in the morning. I mean, I had that boost of reality-ism from yesterday's denial process. And there was the fact that I was about to give flowers to a girl for the first time. No she isn't my girlfriend, but I thought that she deserves flowers as an apology for what I did, not what I thought my actions did.

It was a bad sight. I dropped my chair as I stood up to present her with the gift. And she completely left her door close. And I thought I did something wrong.

I mean, this moment was something to be recorded, and I was thinking it would go well. And all I met was a closed door. Denial of entrance. It's like telling someone, 'you're not wanted here' when they did all the work for you.

Pain.

As pain as a dear someone's who has been turned down his license. OH GOSH! Now I feel like failing my driving exam too. I mean, anything can go wrong, can't they?